What’s wrong with being Happy-Go-Lucky?

Adulting is hard. Being an adult is difficult. But does that means that being an adult, you can’t be Happy-Go-Lucky all the time? What’s wrong with being Happy-Go-Lucky? I don’t see anything wrong with it. Being happy-go-lucky doesn’t mean that you’re not serious about anything though some people feel that you give off the vibe that way. But who are they to tell you off? Who are they to tell you that being happy-go-lucky is wrong?

Being happy-go-lucky doesn’t mean that you’re not gonna be responsible for your own future. Being happy-go-lucky doesn’t mean that you’re not serious about your own life. Being happy-go-lucky to me, it means that you’re being positive, you’re looking at things the bright side. You’re not being stressed about anything. It’s like whatever can come my way, I will still be able to look at the bright side of life. You don’t have a plan for your future and you’re living your life as it is. No plans, no stress and you’re just being positive about it which I see no wrong about it. Not everybody needs to plan for their future. Some people like to live their life without a plan, having a plan is good but what if the plan doesn’t work? Are you gonna get angry at yourself? Are you gonna be hard on yourself because the plan you have doesn’t work out? I don‘t get it why people like to pinpoint on other people being happy-go-lucky like as if they’re wrong.

I miss being happy-go-lucky. I miss my old self. How I was being positive about anything and everything. Until somebody whom I wasn’t close anymore tell me I cannot be happy-go-lucky anymore. I cannot live a day like that. Like wtf? Until now I’m like always being negative and being pessimistic which I really hate being like that. I would rather be happy-go-lucky and be satisfied with whatever I have than to be pessimistic and being negative. It’s very hard for me to stay positive again. I cannot be happy-go-lucky anymore which idk why. Maybe because of the adult life, because of the responsibilities I have on hand which I feel shouldn’t affect me, affect my positive side of life, affecting my happy-go-lucky character/personality.

Now I envy people who can be happy-go-lucky. I envy people who gives off positive vibes because that used to be me. I used to give off positive vibe but now it’s all gone. But I wouldn’t blame anybody for it, all I can blame is myself I guess. I feel like I had enough of Life so I guess that’s why I’m always negative about life and things, always so pessimistic. HAHAHAHA. Though at times, I try to be positive about some things.

Let‘s hope I can be positive again. Hahahaha

PS // I’m not ranting but rather just sharing my thoughts //